身不由己

I have been unavoidably prevented from coming.

我身不由己, 不能前往。

With royal blood yet rough experience, he formed a hippish attitude towards life and a twisted idea of women .He is a vaguely moral character who is obliged to act by the cruel reality.

特高贵显赫的出身和现实人生的磨难，使他认识到理想与现实的冲突，从而导致了他郁矛盾的格，身不由己的行动，对女的误解，以及善恶兼备的道德取向。